| | so i just found out that another one of my high school friends is
engaged. and once again, i'll have absolutely nothing to do with
the wedding. it feels very strange for that to be true of people
who 4 years ago were with me almost daily. things change so
rapidly at this stage of our lives. and while my relationships
with people i was once so close to become more and more distant, i find
it hard to feel motivated for the here and now. i should be
excited to start my life, but instead am so frightened i can hardly
think of anything else. i know what my ultimate goals are...it's
the getting there that's the problem. so as almost everyone i
know moves on to the next stage of their lives, i remain here,
stagnant, seemingly without purpose. let's hope the Lord shines a
light on my life soon.
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| | Posted 6/4/2008 1:35 AM - 55 Views - 2 eProps - 1 Comment
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